Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Diary - 14/07/2009

Being long long time din't access to my blog... The reason is unable to online, weird..
Today i suppose to be happy, coz is my dear's birthday but the answer is NO..
Coz that Bitch keep sms & call my bf... She is his ex-gf but broke few years already.
Always got "kang tao" from her... keep finding the reason & wanna call him... I hate her !!!
She already got bf what, why still wanna call ex-bf for meeting, i don't understand.

Yesterday she is calling to tell that wanna take back her jacket for the 1st reason & the second reason is wanna meet for a drink coz she will leaving PG & going to KL soon......... but all is non-sense & bull shit !!!

Although he did not meet her, but am feeling uphappy also, coz of her.. spoil my mood at all..
I never offence her, so i hope she won't come again... If she still act the stupid action, i won't let her xxx (This is the last chance i'm warning her, hope she will get & understand it)

[FPC - U know what is Bitch... One of the meaning is Female Dog, which mean that you are born by a female dog, u know !!!]

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

如果一个男人真的爱你。。。

如果一个男人真的爱你, 他的手机会为你24小时开机,
在你最需要他的时候可以随时找到他, 因为他爱你, 所以会时时担心你。

如果一个男人爱你, 他会很自豪的告诉他的朋友与家人你是他最爱的女人,
当然并不是时时挂在嘴上, 而是用 一种行动去告诉别人, 你是他最爱的女人!
因为有了你他觉得很骄傲, 无论你是不是真的很优秀,他都不会嫌弃你。。。。。

如果一个男人真的爱你, 他会把除了工作之外的很多时间都给你,
当然会偶尔和朋友去聚会, 因为他想时时刻刻都看见你。

如果一个男人真的爱你, 他会毫不吝啬的给你物质上的付出
(我并不是说所有的女孩子都应该物质化, 这种付出是他心甘情愿的)
因为他觉得他所有辛苦的努力就是为了让你过上很幸福 的生活,
因为他爱你, 所以不想让你过的那么艰苦。

如果一个男人真的爱你, 他绝对不会骂你,
在你很任性的时候任你发泄, 当你任性过去的时候, 会很委屈的说:“老婆,我又作错什么了?
你可以告诉我, 我一 定改, 千万不要生气, 那样会把身体气坏的”。

如果一个男人真的爱你, 你会发现你和他在一起后,
不经意间发现你总有很多穿不完的衣服, 而此时你会发现他的裤子上有个小洞洞,
他会很解嘲的说:“现在不是流行乞丐服吗?再说男人要有内涵, 穿那么好干什么”?
呵呵。。。 因为他总是看见漂亮的东西就买给你。

如果一个男人真的爱你,他就不在乎陪你逛街会浪费他多少出去自由的机会,
因为他甘愿失去那种所谓的自由。。

如果一个男人真的爱你, 无论你们在一起多久,
都会陪你一起爬山, 看海, 看星星, 看日落, 因为他知道你渴望这样的浪漫。。。

如果一个男人真的爱你, 他绝对不会嚷嚷着叫你去减肥,
但是这个时候的你自己一定要去健康减肥,
因为苗条的女人确实可以叫人赏心悦目。
因为你的健康是他最关心的。

如果一个男人真的爱你, 他不会留恋与网络与别的小妹眉甜言蜜语,
因为对你他都有说不完的爱, 哪有那心思和别人说废话。。。

如果一个男人真的爱你, 他不会还和前女友保持着密切的联系,
虽说分手了还是朋友, 在她困难的时候可以去帮助她,
但是不会超过朋友的底线。。

如果一个男人真的爱你, 他在每天很辛苦的工作回到家的时候,
会抱着你说“老婆, 我回来了”,他爱你, 他绝对不会把不快乐带给你!

如果一个男人真的爱你, 他会在清晨上班的时候,
亲吻你的眼睛, 满足的说:“宝贝,我上班去了”!!

如果一个男人真的爱你, 他绝对不会忍心背叛你,
无论出于什么样的动机。。 因为在他眼里, 你是最美的。。 即便你不是那么的美丽。。。

如果一个男人真的爱你, 他会在你故意说要离开的时候,
撒娇的不和你分开, 而在你真的想离开的时候, 就会放你走,
即便他真的不愿意放手。 因为他爱你, 只希望你幸福。。。

如果一个男人真的爱你, 那么你会比他的事业更重要,
他绝对不会已事业为借口推脱你 。。。

如果一个男人真的爱你, 他不会陪那所谓的客户去做那所谓的应酬,
(很多男人都把找小姐说是谈生意需要)
他宁可不要那个业务, 因为世界上又不是只有那个业务。 。。

如果一个男人真的爱你, 他绝对不会一次次把你推向那冰冷的手术台,
更不会让你一个人孤孤单单的去走向那冰冷的世界, 他会郑重的说:“把我们的宝贝生下来吧 ”!

如果一个男人真的爱你, 他会爱你的家人像爱他自己的家人一样,
也会尊重你的亲人和朋友。。。

如果一个男人真的爱你。。 那么, 那么, 那么。。。 请你好好地珍惜好他,
好好的爱他, 为他改掉所有的小姐脾气, 好好的心疼他, 理解他, 鼓励他和支持他!

希望并祝福所有勇敢追求真爱的女人,幸福爱是相互的,
也请所有的女人好好爱你身边值得你们去爱的男人!!

Saturday, October 06, 2007

MS的内心世界

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

~~~ To My Lovely Guy ~~~

If you tell me YES, I will be Yours...
Diamond Diamonds.. in the sky...
Twinkle Twinkle in my eyes !
How I wonder what you are...
Like my Diamond.. but so Far !!!

Monday, September 10, 2007

Live Simply and Wisely...

I taught myself to live Simply and Wisely,
to look at the sky and pray to God,
and to wander long before evening to tire my superfluous worries.
When the burdocks rustle in the ravine
and the yellow-red rowanberry cluster droops
I compose happy verses about life's decay, decay and beauty.


I come back.
The fluffy cat, licks my palm,
purrs so sweety and the fire flares bright on the saw-mill turret by the lake.
Only the cry of a stork landing on the roof occasionally breaks the silence.
If you knock on my door,
I may not even hear.

Saturday, September 08, 2007

一百个爱你的理由 One Hundred Reasons To Show I Love U

1 因为爱你 所以爱你 because i love you,so i love you

2 因为你爱我 所以我爱你 because you love me,so i love you

3 因为世界上没有人比我更爱你 because no one in the world love you more than me

4 因为无时无刻想著你 because i miss you every moment

5 因为你的温柔体贴 because of your gentleness and considerate

6 因为你的坦白率真 because of your frankness

7 因为你那可爱的笑容 because of your lovely smile

8 因为你那迷人的眼睛 because of your charming eyes

9 因为你的一举一动都让我著迷 because your every action make me fascinated

10 因为你所散发出来的高贵气质 because of your noble disposition

11 因为抱著你的感觉是这麽温暖 because of the warmth when i hold you in my arms

12 因为一个人寂寞的时候只有你陪著我 because only you accompany me when i am lonely

13 因为爱你让我充满自信 because loving you makes me confident

14 因为你的任性because of your wilfulness

15 因为照顾你是我的责任because it is my responsibility to look after you

16 因为有些是不必说出来你就能明白because of something you can understand without my explaination

17 因为只有你最了解我的个性because only you know of my personality best

18 因为只有你能包容我的一切because only you can tolerate everything of mine

19 因为没有你我就不知该如何活下去because i dont know how to continue my life without you

20 因为有你我的生活充满快乐because of you, my life is full of happiness

21 因为有你我的生日才有礼物可收because of you, i can received the present on my birthday

22 因为所有的男人都不及你有型because no man is more smart than you

23 因为在我眼中只有你一个because only you can stay in my heart

24 因为即使海枯石烂我只爱你一个the seas may run dry and the rocks crumble, you are the only person i love

25 因为喜欢过马路时牵著你的感觉because i love the feeling of holding your hands, when we cross the road

26 因为感谢上天赐予我一个独一无二的你because thanks the god to bestow unique person-you

27 因为有你我就满足了because i am satified with you

28 因为只有你陪我渡过不如意的时候because only you accompany me to pass unhappy days

29 因为时间一分一秒过去爱你的感觉却与日剧增because although time passes by minute and second, the sentiments of loving you grow with each passing days

30 因为我俩最谈的来because both of us are get along well with each other

31 因为只有你让我有受保护的感觉because only you make me have the protection feeling

32 因为初见你的感觉是前所未有的because the feeling of seeing you for the first time never existed before

33 因为你是我的梦中情人because you are the lover in my dream

34 因为一见锺情在我的内心燃烧著because the feeling of falling in love at the first sight burns in my heart

35 因为我是你倾吐心事的对象because you are the only person who listens to my mind

36 因为你让我非常放心because you set my mind at ease

37 因为有你让我对明天充满期待because i am full of expection for tomorrow with you

38 因为我已不再对任何人动心because you make me never open my heart to others

39 因为爱你是最温柔的不自由i love you because to me you are a gentle but 'no freedom'

40 因为我俩都喜欢一起去旅游和吃遍天下美食because we enjoy the travelling and enjoy the world best delicious food

41 因为沙滩上印著我俩的足迹because there are our footprints in the sand beach

42 因为只有你肯陪我看恐怖片because only you like to accompany me to wathch horrible movies


43 因为你曾为我的任性而流眼泪because you were ever of my self-willed and made you cry

44 因为我俩侧夜长谈分享彼此because we talk all night and enjoy each other

45 因为我俩是天生一对because we were born of a couple

46 因为爱过你就好because it is fine of experiencing love you

47 因为我只愿等你一个人because I only the one who wants to wait for you

48 因为只有你才能让我看到美好的未来because only you can make me see the bright and beautiful future

49 因为有你我看到了其他人羡慕的眼光because of having you, i see the envious sights of others

50 因为你让我体验到爱情的伟大because i experience the great love with you

51 因为你的善良because of your kind heart

52 因为有你就有我because where there is you, there is mine

53 因为你让我感到骄傲能身为你的女人because of you, i am proud of being your woman

54 因为任何事与爱你抵触者无效because nothing will happen, if it is contradict with loving you

55 因为除了你再也找不到另一个与我相配的男人because except you,i can't find another perfect match

56 因为我们俩曾互许终身because we ever promised to be life-long companions

57 因为我希望可以和你做七世情人because i wish we can be lovers of generations

58 因为我希望可以和你去环游世界because i wish we will around the world

59 因为我要让每个地方都留下我俩的回忆because i want every places to have our happy memories

60 因为我要继续写爱你的理由because i will continue to write the reasons of loving you

61 因为我不能放弃爱你的念头because i cant give up the ideas of loving you

62 因为我恨没有早一些认识你because i regret not knowing you earlier

63 因为你让我追的好辛苦because it is hard to chase you

64 因为我要打败其他条件比我好的人because i want to defeat all the others of better conditions than me

65 因为你选择了我because you choose me

66 因为我发誓要好好照顾你because i promised to take good care of you

67 因为我了解你对我的心because you know of my heart

68 因为你喜欢看喜剧because you love to watch the movie of comedy

69 因为你的打扮很有个性because your make-up has a strong character

70 因为我有占有你的私心because i have the selfish idea of owning you

71 因为你喜欢听歌because you like to listening the music

72 因为你喜欢唱歌because you like to sing songs

73 因为每一年都有你的生日because every year have your birthday

74 因为我喜欢你带笑的眼睛because i like your smiling eyes


75
因为我喜欢你带笑的脸孔because i like your smiling face

76 因为你的开朗because of your sanguine disposition

77 因为身边有你我就有欢笑because of your cheerful smile around me

78 因为我喜欢你的贪嘴because i love your greedy for food

79 因为一颗心只能爱你一个人because one heart can only love you one person

80 因为没有人痴情得像我because no one is infatuated like me

81 因为你的心将我淹没了because i am addicted in your love

82 因为有你我就不再孤单because of you, i am not lonely anymore

83 因为上辈子我们在一起because last generation we were lovers

84 因为爱你是我甜蜜的负担because loving you is my sweet burden

85 因为你我拒绝了其他的仰慕者because of you, i've rejected others

86 因为我的家人都叫我要好好的把握你because my family ask me to hold you well

87 因为不爱你实在太过分了because not loving you is excessive

88 因为不爱你实在太对不起自己了because i feel sorry for myself, if i don't love you

89 因为我不能阻止自己不爱你because i cannot stop myself to loving u

90 因为我的人生目标只有一个……爱你because i only have one aim ~~ love you

91 因为说了那麽多爱你的理由我不得不爱你because i have said so many reasons of loving you, so i have to love you

92 因为我希望你是我将来的伴侣because i wish u can be my future partner

93 因为我期待每一个明天的到来because i expect the coming of every tomorrow

94 因为我喜欢等你电话的感觉because i love the feeling of waiting for your telephone

95 因为我有千千万万的理由爱你because i have the thousand of reasons for loving you

96 因为我只选择最爱你的一百个理由because i only choose these one hundred reasons to show my best love to you

97 因为我特地在这一天对你表白because i choose the special day to assert my love to you

98 因为你的心很难捉摸because i feel fathom to catch your heart

99 因为我要向世界大声说我爱你because i wants to annouce to the world loudly and say i love you

100 因为一句话 - 我爱你!!! because one word ~ i love u !!!

Thursday, September 06, 2007

Let me Scream, pls.......



I'm a commonplace kind of girl only, nothing special, easy to approach, never choosy on all the stuff, eg. like food, friend, people (as long as not a killer, haha...)

Sometimes, i really sick of my life, why always have a lot of unhappy stuff happened to me??? Did i wrong? Dunno... i can't remember already, but from my memory is never did.....

I can't stand the pain n i can't make it go away... I wanna hold on to a time when nothing mattered, but i can't... just felt that i'm so innocent... I've made my mistakes, got nowhere to run... n i just wanna scream, no place can let me scream, i have to scream n let off at here...... /(-_-)\""